People fantasize about gangbangs and group sex all the time. They picture it neat and stylized, lit like a porno, bodies lined up like a buffet, soft moans, perfect angles, and nobody ever sweats or slips.
Bullshit. Real group sex is war. It’s chaos, noise, heat, fingers in your mouth, hands everywhere, and the moment you stop trying to be sexy and just let the beast out.
There’s a moment where everything stops being about sex and starts being about need. And that’s when it hits: Cum drunk.
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It doesn’t start with cum
It starts with the look. That heat in their eyes when the room shifts, when you know they’re about to stop seeing you as a respectable person and start seeing you as nothing but a cheap hole, a vessel, a craving they need to pour into.
It starts with control. Mine. I give them permission to break me, and in doing so, I break them first. I let the first man in. I take him slow. I moan like I’m still a good girl. I tease. I play. I breathe heavily and grind my hips like I’m just warming up.
But I’m not warming up; I’m baiting the pack because the moment I take one, I know the rest will follow. And I want them to. I want them crawling over each other to get inside me.
The first load sprayed in my cheap pussy is always a warning. Warm. Deep. Satisfying. It settles inside me like a slow drug.
”The lines blur. The sounds blur. Hands grip my hips. My hair. My throat. They take my holes like they were born for them. I stop counting. I stop thinking. I just open myself to cock.”
But then the second comes. Before the first one even pulls out, the second is ready. Hard. Impatient. Meaner. I feel the stretch. The wet, filthy slick of fresh cum and another cock pushing in behind it.
I gasp. My mind stutters. That’s the first real flicker of it: that dizziness. That chemical shift. And it builds. The more they give me, the more I want. I don’t want to be touched; I want to be used.
The lines blur. The sounds blur. Hands grip my hips. My hair. My throat. They take my holes like they were born for them. I stop counting. I stop thinking. I just open myself to cock.
Then I start to float. That’s the only word for it. Not out of my body, no. I’m very much inside it. But I’m somewhere else.
My brain is drowning in endorphins, dopamine, adrenaline, pain, and euphoria. I lose language. I lose names. All I know is pressure, pulsing, heat, and mess. My legs shake. My jaw goes slack. I start slurring moans like I’m drunk on something thicker than alcohol. My eyes roll back. My skin hums.
I don’t just cum anymore; I cascade. Again and again. Wet, shameless, violent. My orgasms stop being events and start being a state of being. And I want more.
This is what being cum drunk actually feels like
It feels like being fed through every pore. Like you’re not even on Earth anymore. Like your body is an altar and cum is the sacrament.
You’re not pretending to enjoy it; you’re clawing at sheets, crying out, shaking because your body can’t take another second, but your mind is already begging for the next one.
It’s the taste on your tongue. The stretch between your legs. The way your stomach starts to feel heavy. The way your brain stops caring and starts craving.
You get greedy. You open wider. You spread yourself like a gift that won’t stop giving. And they worship you. With their teeth. With their hands. With the growl in their throat when they finish inside of you like they’ve earned the right.
And you love it. You’re not being degraded; you’re being consumed, and you beg for it.
What does it do to your mind?
Being cum drunk rewires it. Afterwards, everything feels quiet. Too quiet. Regular sex feels like a whisper after you’ve lived in a scream.
You miss the weight. You miss the madness. You miss being unrecognizable to yourself. There’s something sacred about it. And something sick.
You think, How did I become this? And then you remember: You didn’t become it. It was always in you. It just needed the right room, the right cocks, the right night. Now it’s awake. And it’s hungry.
So, yeah. I chase semen like oxygen. Because, for me, pleasure isn’t soft. It’s not about candles and kisses and sweet nothings.
It’s about sweat, stretch, overload, and surrender. It’s about being ruined with purpose. It’s about letting men whose names I don’t know fill me because they can’t stop themselves. Because I don’t let them stop. Because when I’m there, on my back, or on all fours, cum running down my sticky thighs and moans stuck in my throat, that’s when I’m most alive.
That’s when I’m not just Catherine; I’m something more. Something primal. Holy. Addicted. The Queen of Whores. Drunk on what she was born to take.
Do you think you want to try it?
Be careful. Because once you taste it, once you feel your mind melt, once you realize how good it feels to be emptied and filled and devoured, you’ll never go back.
And trust me, sweetheart; you’ll never want to.
I am quite convinced that a state of intoxication from cum is a real thing, and nobody proves this more than Catherine. Ever since I started reading her writings, I realized pretty soon that she has a genuine obsession with semen, and it’s probably the one thing about her I find absolutely fascinating. Her need for cum is indeed primal, a lust that she simply cannot deny herself. So yes, Queen – your whoresome body is the holy altar, and our seed is the sacrament!